2 days after 2014....

Happy New Year guys! :-) Time really flies huh? Its 2014 already. To be exact, we are now on the second day of 2014. *sigh* I really feel nostalgic tonight. Looking back on the events of 2013 is both easy and difficult.. Both sad and happy.. Both bitter and sweet.. 2013 was a life changing year for me. I've made a few decisions that changed me forever and made a huge impact in my life in general.

Early last year, I decided to leave my previous job. I attempt to land a new job or should i say jobs coz I've tried a few times but unfortunately, not even one of those jobs push through. I did get some great opportunities though but i had to give it up due to some conflicting priorities. Well... Now that i thought about it, Its actually surprising I still had the same feeling as i did last year about turning all the offers down. I have no regrets. Hindi naman ako nanghihinayang kasi it's all just material. I mean, lets face it. We do look for jobs primarily because we want to earn money right? Im not saying that's its wrong, it's just that for me, i dont want to be motivated by money. Rather, i wanted to do something i really really enjoy. Kung may sweldo, bonus na yon di ba? mas okay nga yon, but i dont really want to focus on the money.
Well, It's not that im trying to justify my decision of not working. Ofcourse, there are times that i do get bored. It's been 9 months now and im starting to lose hope every now and then but I've finally decided now that i dont want to presure myself. I dont NEED to pressure myself.
This 2014, im planning to live by that mantra except that maybe i'l be more go getter, and i'll start trusting myself more. And this year,i know i will land a job again. a much much better one than my last :-)

Another reason that made my 2013 unforgettable is this one person i met.. I can say its one of the happiest and the saddest, tragic event of my life. And it all took part last 2013. I met a very special friend, we really get along and became so bonded and then i lost her before the year ends. It all happen so fast.
It really pains and saddens me until now, but i think im okay. At least, things are starting to look up lately... We made amends and that's about it.. Things will never be the same but I guess I've already mastered the art of accepting.. In life, there are people we met..and sometimes.. or most of the times, due to situations, circumstance or fate, they cant stay in our lives for a long time. But that doesn't mean they will not stay in our hearts right? Anyway, I'm all charging it to experience. I dont want to be cynical just because of that one incident. I know 2014 will be better and a lot of new people, new colleagues, new friends will be waiting on my way. :-)

Happiness, Im claiming you this 2014!

WELCOME 2014!!! Im so ready for you!

 More blog post to come for me! :-) :-) :-)

 happy new year everyone!!!01.02.14 <3

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